It's been so long since I last wrote something...
Since I last wrote something for MYSELF.
The last, I remember, was an outburst.
A very ugly one that too.
People said it was very well written. Some said "Dudette, looks like you're in a lotta pain"...but truth be told, I was just numb. It was a mere outburst from tired of being so numb.
Enough said about the numb now, I have moved on.
I have grown up so much in the past 5 months...it makes me laugh!
How wonderful my life has become.
Been lonely, yes, but my family and my bestie's been too much of a help to not recover.
Oh! And work too.
I've had no idea where all the 5 months flew by, wherein, I completed an entire post grad thesis, while interning for some very cool people, went back to the very annoying Capital of Rape, (Read: NOIDA), realised how much I loved Delhi (just the place, and not the people, thank you very much), appeared for the last papers of my life, bid adieu to some of the most wonderful friends I've made for this lifetime, and a childhood friend (My "Local Guardian" apparently, who's FYI, younger to me!), and the most wonderful, and friendliest of professors who helped my through and through for 2 full years. God alone knows the countless things I bade adieu to, that I would fondly remember all through my life...(yes okay! I got carried away, alright! Continuing...) got myself a really cool job (which was so effing hard to understand in the initial days, pardon my language, that I was ready to go back to studying), made interesting new acquaintances...
Well, in a gist, in the last 5 months, I have pretty much moved on. And been happy. AND I have learnt the most important thing in life. No matter what you wana tell people, no matter what you wana share (Read in closely. Golden words coming up! *Red Alert*), be it a post, an email, or even this blog of a thing,
CAN BE SCHEDULED!
Well, might be shocking to many, might come as a pleasant surprise, or a happy Happy HAPPY news, or just a "Duh! I know that you dumb skitch. Old News!" to most of the people I am currently associated with...but, for me, it's a simple realization of the fact that nothing, *in all caps*, is so important that can't be dealt with, later! So, as much as the 'Schedule' key is a sigh of relief for all the Social Media Managers in the world, it's also a leverage, or rather has a message hidden behind, claiming, there IS room for mistake. There's a place to be human. in this awkwardly-smart and fast moving world. You CAN pick up after yourself to clean your own mess.
Wondering if I'm still on the note which I had begun on?
Let me make it easier for you. The answer is: NO. Like duh!
Situations change, thoughts change, life changes...so much for a little note on a blog!
It's just a realization that worrying yourself to misery is of no help. Schedule the worry for later and think straight for that moment, things are ought to fall in place. I probably just did that during the whole "numb" phase and got over it. Or whatever.
Okay, lost my touch.
Should end already.
